bigger and better.
no looking back at failures and mistakes.
learn from it all.
then move on.
stop wanting impractical things.
stop spending money on things i want.
stop thinking that everything i want, i need.
follow my dreams/<3 as cheesy as it may sound.
stop getting through bad days with old, bad habits.
communicate better with people.
keep in touch with the people that matter to me.
spend more time with my parents and brother.
change eating habits.
work out at least 2x's a week for at least an hour a session.
do things asap rather than last minute.
stop being hard-headed for my own sake and my parents.
make somebody proud.
LET MYSELF BE HAPPY FOR ONCE...
if hope is all i got to get me through another year, then that's how it's gonna be.

2009 is gonna be busy:

jan through may:
12 units at sdsu
9 units at sd mesa community college
MPH 2 day comprehensive exam
MPH literature review
180+ internship hours at NMCSD H&W dept.
graduate!!
golden scissors @ sd mesa.
job shopping

june through december:
vacation with the parents in the philippines.
start new job.
find a new apartment.
savings.
fashion classes
ballin' finally.
24.



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2010. and here we'll go again.

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i didn't fail.
i just figured myself out.

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the greatest tragedy in life is putting so much of your heart into something you don't really care about.

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i think i'm gonna stay in sd after i graduate. i don't feel like an adventure right now or in the next few months. sd is the adventure now. there's just too much to see and do here. on top of that, i have things to finish up here before i move on or even think of starting a new adventure somewhere else. i want to get the fashion design certificate at mesa and possibly get one in fashion merchandising also. so i'm here to stay for a while longer at least. i figured that my life in the past 5 years has been based on trying to get away from people and things that i start to get comfortable with so that they don't have a chance to get away from me or leave me hanging or so that i don't have a chance to miss something. i have nothing else to run from anymore at least in sd. it's not like i got comfortable here. whatevs.

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